finally time to blog..

last whole was night shift.. monday n wednesday was super busy for us.. n ya.. i think my boss overworked mi.. i worked ot from monday till thursday.. until fri only then i had a break.. i was freakingly shagged.. my brain n limps just wont coordinate.. making mi more fed up! haiz..

sat i went sentosa wif pu.. right after my night shift.. chill, tan n relax.. i love it!
after tt we went vivo for some shoppings.. before i headed back to lucas' place.. slept for an hour plus.. n prepared for another round of havoc n fun.. all of us are going st james! whooot..

i was super excited.. lol.. mayb tt explains why i am stil so energetic even i hardly had any slp.. alittle chaotic at first.. due to the bash.. but after awhile, we settled at boiler's room.. i telling u guys... the live band there totally rocks ! its like seeing those rnb stars' concert.. n their voice are real nice..
the usual thing, drink dance n doing stupid stuffs.. tt day was a real big group.. mi, lucas, rh, wee, cindy, jr, spenc, ag, pq, ps, edward, pu, charlene, hc, soulmate, jinfang n fren, hanz, rh's fren n his gf.. plus char and ah gong came over a while too..

we party all the way till 3.. then we moved over to movida.. the music there was great.. n 2 f*cking ang moh tried to hit on mi... i realli realli hate them.. mayb i am racist or wat.. but i just dont like them.. party till abt 5.. n we all went home..

i slept all the way till 3 the next day.. supposed to go for a photo shoot.. but i overslept.. -_- and at night i went down O2 to look for lucas n his frens.. drink again.. -_- tsk.. kinda unhealthy.. this time all of us went home early..

Today is work again.. sian... feeling so tired n legarthic.. haiz.. worked ot again! till 830.. then i went jp for dinner wif carol, danny n bec.. nice filling dinner at crystal jade.. lol...

back at home.. i think i am gonna ko soon..
sometimes i feel.. being busy at work isnt a good thing.. i know i am getting more short tempered.. so much as i wanna control it.. i just cant any strength to do so.. n i start to hate being at home.. i dont like ppl to ask abt my whereabouts.. i get frustrated easily.. i think i am turning more n more into a monster..
i always do hope that he can find time just to sit down n talk to mi.. like wat he promise to do so.. but whenever i intitated it.. he just shrug it off wif a i m tired..

No matter how much he said he love mi.. how much his frens told mi.. i think i am starting to wan to back out.. bcos i find he is not someone whu shares my sorrow , rather he is just someone whu wans to share my fun.. n basically, i really dont know wat is he doing outside.. mayb i am curious by nature.. it doesnt seems to be tt way.. i wan a r/s where communication is the key.. i dont like hidden stuffs.. bcos it might be a habit for mi to start looking around too..

i think i definitely need a break.. from work, from him, from everything.. i have got no time for myself !